Kimba Savage

Yep.
No more Myspace, no more Livejournal. I'm heading over to Buzznet where it's a mash of both.

Add me, and create your own account! It's way better.
http://kimbasavage.buzznet.com

I'll still lurk LJ, and occasionally comment too. I'll miss ma LJ babies :(
And once I've sorted out Cryspace, good riddance.

I feel so down and horrible and gloomy and depressed this morning.
Dreamt that I was walking along Toorak Road looking, looking, looking. “He said he’d be here…” Look up and Josh walks out from around a corner with a big present for me and I just ran over and hugged him and I was crying and crying while he was saying “awwh it’s okay baby”.
And then my alarm went off. I woke up crying and saying “don’t leave me, don’t leave me, don’t leave me”.
2 years ago next week basically. I don’t even know the date. I don’t even WANT to know the date. I don’t need to assign myself a date on which to feel shit. My body just knows.
Gah, I still count my lucky stars that I found the perfect someone to comfort me through everything and to completely understand me and not get frustrated with me in these hard times <3

Okay, let’s lighten up. It’s Monday ffs.
Thursday I left work at lunchtime sick and went home and sat on the couch and sulked by myself. Ear aches, dizziness and sniffly nose. We were meant to go down to my parents for dinner for the late Fathers Day dinner, but instead they met us for Vietnamese ‘cause it was much easier for us to go back home. We had the yummiest mains and my vegetable and noodle soup was so good! Unblocked my nose haha.
Friday night, I met the girls and Marc at Flinders Street in my new red mini dress with big black bow on it, for Kimmy’s birthday celebrations at The Clarion. The hotel room had views of The Yarra and we were right opposite the Casino. We could see all the fire displays and stuff. Was so so pretty.
Kimmy, Soph, Marc and Dana all wanted to go out to Fashion Keyboard but I still felt pretty shitty from the day before, so I caught a cab home and interrupted boys night ahhaha. But I was so wrecked I went straight to bed and didn’t say bye or goodnight to anyone, and fell straaaight asleep.
Jess took me out for breakfast Saturday morning, and I had the most amazing omelette: olives, sun dried tomatoes, mushrooms and huge chunks of fetta cheese. And Jess had the ‘big breakfast’ that was more like the gigantic breakfast.
Then we headed off to The Vic Markets, and by then it was boiling. Especially under the metal roofs. We ended up going back home and chilling for a little, then back up to Street Machine and I bought purple Vans, which I’m in love with. Now just have to secure a pink pair!
Got to Kimmy’s house at about 9pm for her house party. She loveddd her pressie! I got her a silver bracelet with a heart charm hanging off it with her name engraved on it, and I got myself a matching one.
Jess and I were supposed to go back and stay at my parents house, but some of my family were over and someone was already asleep in my bed. So instead, Cale drove us all the way back home whilst dragging a taxi the entire time who kicked our arses hahaha. He was loooovin it.
Sunday we slept in until 11 and stayed in bed til 12 which is very unlike us! Got up and made banana toast and chilled and watched 2 hours of sex and the city before we finally got dressed and went and did some shopping.
Ended up going on a hike along the Yarra River and then through the Botanical Gardens.
K – Ohhh look!! A baby pineco- OWWWWWWW. It has prickles!
J – A baby pinecone? You got me excited ‘cause I thought you were gonna say something cool like a baby possum.
K - ….why does it have prickles? :(
The little thing was covered in them and hurt the shit out of my fingers! Sucked.
Sat by the lake and walked upto the terrace and looked out at a really bad view of the construction of the new soccer stadium, haha. So romantic.
Eventually walked home and cooked burritos, and then Jess took me out for lime Coke and an Oreo hot fudge sundae! :D

Wewww, Gladz and Jordy are down from Thursday!

Soon ill be doing a big Cryspace cull. I can't deal with the bitchy gossiping these days, I honestly don't even have the energy anymore. Its gotten to the point where I've seen people I don't even know writing me off in comments? Hahaha. Its soo silly. I've become the biggest hermit and steered clear of every negative person and yet I still seem to be the butt of a lot of jokes and a point of nasty conversation for many.

If you read this because you actually like me, speak up so I don't delete you by accident and offend.

Hell yes I would snoop.
Curiosity DEFINATELY killed the cat. I've been burned by snooping so many times its become ridiculous. I've never snooped and NOT found something I couldn't question. Sure, somethings have been trivial and I've just be an insecure little girl and made a mountain out of a mole hill. But that's extremely rare.

How about the time I snooped in my boyfriends phone the night before my 18th while he was in the shower:

Boyfriend - dude, there's so many hot chicks in my area. Especially on the bus after work. I could finger bang them all.

Friend - so why don't you cheat on Kimba?

Boyfriend - I would've by now if she didn't know everyone.

That one was real fun to read.

Or or how about the time my boyfriend and I had broken up and I knew thered been other girls, so while he'd left both his Myspace AND Hotmail open, I quickly snooped both.
Found 100 messages to the girl in question saying stuff to her like "I know we'll be together again" and all this junk. And then in his Hotmail was emails to his MOTHER saying about how the night before he'd gone out to Bang (I opted to stay home) and he'd had "so many hot girls with nice arses and big boobs hanging off me".
That one was also really fun.

Oh, and lets not forget the time I snooped another boyfriends Myspace and found messages to a fugly fugly girl with a birds name and cankles saying he had a crush on her and to call him at work and to go on lunch and to come over to his house, only to realise that he'd been sending those messages while I was at his house, waiting for him on my own in his bed....FOR 2 HOURS.

I was really stupid and stayed with both of them after all of their busted and confronted instances. But I definately learnt from my own mistakes of staying with shitty dudes, and now aaaalways always always trust my gut feeling because it hasn't let me down.
I would never stand for that shit ever again in my life, and if Jess did anything like that in the slightest, I would actually punch his head in (hi baby ^^,) haha. But I'm going with my gut instinct and trust that he's smarter than that.

I love that my boyfriend is a model for other people’s boyfriends. “So I think I have found my equivalent of your boyfriend”. Haha, n’aw.
When I was walking home last night I go the “When you get home, I just want you to sit down and not do anything” message. Walked in to find him cooking tortellini! Soo cute. And Sunday night he cooked garlic pizza and put a big ‘K’ with mushrooms on top and baked it haha. And hid a Snickers for me behind the Oreo box. Yumyumyum.

He got a job just up the road from me and starts today! Makes life so much easier for the both of us. Especially for when we move back to my parents house, because if he was still working in Hoppers Crossing by then, he would’ve had to move back to his parents house in Sunbury until Sydney. And that just wasn’t an option.

I had to go to QV Big W last night to get my dad a new pair of trackies for Father’s Day (we’re going over for dinner tonight because he had to work on the Sunday). I love that Big W except it’s so big that I get completely lost. Then I had to go to the QV Safeway and get mushrooms and veggie sausages. I love that Safeway except it’s so big that I get completely lost.
And don’t even get me started on trying to get OUT of QV it’s self. That whole complex is confusing as hell and I always end up going around and around in circles.

I sat in bed this morning in tears because Lupe lunged at my neck and wrapped her self around me and attacked the shit out of my throat. It was like in Labyrinth when the Goblin King throws a scarf around Sarah’s neck , that then turns into the snake and she just rips it off at throws it. Now visualise that as my cat. I have two prong marks on my neck that make me look like a fang banger, no joke. I look like I’ve legit been bitten by a vampire.
I am really, really, really getting over this morning cycle and I have no idea what to do about it, or how to get her out of the habit. Locking her out of the bedroom is useless as instead she just cries and cries and cries and taps on the glass, and ‘cause it’s a sliding door she can open it anyway when she’s being really shifty. So that’s not even a win either.
I considered getting a water pistol but she loves water! (not so sure if she’d love it being squirted in her face though…) HALP!

I’ve been walking to work almost everyday, and generally I just walk along Lygon Street, but today I went along Drummond. And there are soo many Victorian houses along there that I want. I just think that whole street is beautiful.

I’m slowly making a list of things I want to do before I leave, and so far all I’ve come up with is:
- Picnic at Ripponlea on a beautiful day (such as this Saturday, 25 degrees!)
- Dinner at the steakhouse on Toorak road that always wafts mushroom sauce down Lovers Walk
- Mojo’s Weird Pizza on Bridge Road
- Mexican on Lygon Street at the Tequila Bar

Anddddd, that’s all I’ve got. Hahahaha. I always think of new ones but then I forget them. Doesn't suprise me at all that it's basically all food related. Haha.

Has anyone seen the new FHM cover with The Veronicas? I love Lisa but dayummmmmmmmm does Jess annoy the absolute shit out of me. She's probably really cool in person and heaps nice, but all over their Myspace she's all "your band sucks" on every caption and throwing up horns and shit. Hahahaha. Just no. And wearing sunglasses that say "Love Sucks" on the lenses. I was all like "Soulja Boy?".
Every dude froths over them? I don't particularly understand it. Anyone willing to explain this to me? Please and thank you!

One month today until Jess and I go to Queensland for our 1 year and to mark a 2nd anniversary.
And about 105 days until the big move to Sydney!

Still been on my little clean out of crap people binge.
Deleted a few scuzzies off of Cryspace yesterday. I don't want anyone that I don't like having an insight in to my life so easily, such as following a link from a bulletin to my Livejournal. But if you want to go to the effort to hunt it down, well go for it. Went on a rampage trying to find the frog look a like to delete her, only to realise she'd already deleted me. Haha, win. I think she may've seen me mocking her bad dance moves at Bang on Saturday? Whoopsie.

And then I went ahead and deleted a few numbers out of my phone: rockstars, losers, dudes who've messed me around, girls who fucked me over, druggies, egotistical guitar players etc etc.
It feels so good! haha.

There's one person that I still want to track down and apologise to via myspace message, but I actually think she's deleted it?
Anyhow, I don't expect that I'd get a nice reply back, if one at all. And it was aaaaaall over a silly little bulletin about a year ago. Quite childish actually, but I really did like her so *shrugs*

Snakey Lane? Oh, I forget.

I had the best dinner ever last night.
Toast with peanut butter, then cherry, raspberry and strawberry jam on top, with sliced banana and drizzed honey. Owh yeah (H)

Happy 21st Kimmy Colly <3333333 Finally, someone else to be old with me.

Don't tell me lies, so is the last person you texted attractive?
Jess - he definately is. I think my boyfriend is the most attractive person in the universe.
I swear I don't ever even think other dudes are hot, ever. No one else registers on my brain.

Who was the first boy/girl to touch your privates?
Who do you think?

You kissed someone last night, didn't you?
Every day and night.

What is your age?
21.

Do you find smoking unattractive?
I really really hate smoking. I think it's just disgusting. But sometimes it can be attractive on like, the whole bad arse stereotype, but it's an unattractive quality...if that makes sense? I would never date a smoker.
My ex watched my grandpa disintegrate from emphasima (Oh jeez, I have no idea how to spell that!) and then came to his funeral with me and then proceeded to take up smoking.
Twas a big kick in the teeth...so we broke up.

What's upset you the most in the past week?
The Boy in the Striped Pyjamas.

Will you be in a relationship in two months?
Definately will be. It's our 1 year next month, and we're going to Queensland for it :)

Where would you go on a road trip with your best friend?
I'd be making them road trip up to Sydney for NYE. "You can just stay in a backpack!"

Have you consumed alcohol in the past 24 hours?
Nope.

What are you listening to right now?
My heater.

When was the last time you were told you were cute?
Last night on the couch 'cause apparantly I look like a little kid. Haha.

Are you a different person now than you were five years ago?
No, I think I've pretty much stayed the same.

Do you have unlimited texting?
Sure do.

What do you have to say about the first person on your top friend?
He's my future.

Did any particular thing brighten up your day today?
Ah no.

Does anyone hate you?
A lot of people do, and for extremely petty reasons. I think that they should just get over it.

Do you like to text or call more?
Text. Not only is calling more expensive off of my phone, but texting is more convenient basically.

Do you have an older brother?
No, just an older sister.

Were you happy when you woke up this morning?
I wasn't, only because I was deaddd tired. It sucked so hard.

Do you know anyone with the same name as you?
Kimberley Colvin, and it's her 21st today :) And then there's Kiminy Cricket <333 and some other Kimba in Melboure who's Asian? No idea who she is though, just been told.

What woke you up this morning?
Jess' alarm. Fell back asleep. And then Lupe chewing on my shoulder so I'd feed her. SO. OVER. IT. It cains!

Are you excited about anything?
Friday night, Saturday night, next weekend, Queensland and then Sydney :)

Do you like your hair?
It's horrible today. I washed it this morning but didn't completely blow dry it. And then I got rained on.

Does anyone have feelings for you?
My perfect boyfriend.

Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past three months?
Boyfriend every day. I strolled around the house in nothing but my Hello Kitty undies and knee high socks on Sunday because absolutely everything needed washing.

What were you doing at 11 this morning?
It's 10.59am.

Whats on your wrist right now?
Tattewz and bracelet from Josh that never comes off.

Your number 3 walks out of your life, do you go after them?
Of course.!

Hair color?
I'm trying to go lighter. My plan was to dye my hair pink but the boyfriend forbids it, so instead I'm gonna go dark purple. MWUUUUHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I am so rebellious.

Single or taken?
Unbelievably taken <3 (Am I making you gag yet?)

Height?
163ish?

Want to get married?
Yesyesyes. In my oreintal sachet dress.
Sexy.

Piercings?
I have 0. And I still want my ears, but too fraidey cat.

Want More?
No.

Tattoos?
Six. My lucky number.

Overall Best Feature?
Oh jeez, I really don't know. How about you tell me? That would be nice :)

Birthday?
6th August.

Who is your best friend?
I'm actually really apposed to the word 'best friend' lately.
But my boyfriend and my close girlfriends.

Who bought you the clothes you're wearing?
I did.

Who is at your house?
Lupe, probably ripping up the couch.

Who are you talking to right now?
No one.

What are you doing tomorrow?
Working and shopping for my papa.

Where is your toothbrush at?
In our bathroom next to Jess'.

Why are you wearing what your wearing right now?
Because it's what I wear to work.
Black high waisted skirt, grey top and cream cardigan with red plaid flats.

Is there one person you want to be with right now?
Eh, I'll see him later.

Whats under your bed?
What isn't under our bed at the moment?

7th text received?
"The water will probably be freezing but oh well"
Jordy and I discussing going for early morning swims at Bondi!

4th missed call?
AGL.

Who do you go to for advice the most?
Friends and boyfriend.
I don't really ask people for much advice.

Last text message was from?
Jess.

Were you single last summer?
No, I'm still with the same person.

Did the last guy/girl you kissed have any tattoos?
Plenty. Only his back is untouched.

Which one of your cousins is closest to you?
Ah none.

Was your last relationship a mistake?
Not a mistake, just a bit of a time waste.
We really had nothing in common and it basically ended after 3 months but we decided to drag it out to 9 months because we really hadn't hurt each other enough.

Would you ever get a tattoo?
Yes.

Would you rather have long or short hair?
Lawng. I cut it not long ago so I've lost some length. Noooo.

When is the next time you'll hug someone
Around 5.30pm.

Do you trust all of your friends?
Close girlfriends.

Does anyone call you babe?
Boyfrand.

Have you ever dated anyone just for their looks?
Haha no.

Who was the last person to make you laugh?
Brendan - calling me 'pee head'. He's been calling me that for 6 years now haah.

Do you like your music loud or at a reasonable level?
Reasonable.

Will this weekend be a good one?
Yussssssss. Hello Sophia and I going to Kimmy's birthday as Pussycat Dolls just because we can. Hahahahaa.

Could things possibly get any better?
Yeah I guess so, but I'm really not complaining.

Did the one person who hurt you the most in your life apologize?
Yeah, but it doesn't reeeeeeeeeally make a difference. Oh well.

What were you doing last Saturday night?
Bang. Blergh. Mistake.

What are you doing friday night?
Going to a hotel in the city.

Who is the last person you ate with?
Jess. He made me a samwidge (I'm aware that's not how you spell it) with veggie sausages and fried mushrooms and mayo. Sososososo good.

Do you ever get good morning texts from anyone?
I do.

Do you think somebody likes the same person you do?
No doubt.

Have you ever wished you could've had someone but you messed that up?
Uhmm errr I guess, but it was him who made the mistakes.
Constantly being inconsistant, telling me one thing and doing another. I HATE THAT.

Friday night consisted of showering before 9 stinky boys would eventually come home and create a tidal wave in my bathroom.
Cale drove us to the show with Soph sitting in the front and Brett, Jess, myself and Reece all spooning in the back. I swear Reece’s hipbone was in my spine the entire way haha. Because Cale’s car is already low, our fat arse’s made the car scrape along E-VER-Y-THING. Having to get out so we could go over speed humps and all! Soph and I wandered to get Spud Bar and then Cale and Jo came and met us and we walked back to The Evelyn.
The show was really, really empty which actually doesn’t surprise me at all as it was an over age show. For Shinto I sat on the side of the stage while Soph was transfixed on a certain someone.
Soph - *opens arms really wide* SWEAT ON MEEEEEEE.
Hahahahahaa.
“I am seriously SOOOOO jealous he is staying at your house!”
“…it’s not like I’m sleeping on the couch with him Sophia!”
They’re seriously so heavy, and I was majorly wishing that I had earplugs as I was so damn close to the speakers. But yeah, definitely re affirmed why they’re basically my favourite band. Really keen on their new stuff!
Anyway, Cale dropped me home after Shinto played as I wasn’t keen on many people at all. I watched The Boy in the Striped Pyjamas on my own. Okay, has anyone else seen this film? The end depressed the fuck out of me and I actually sat their howwwwwwwwling. It was just so awful, because all that stuff really did happen and Bruno was just so little and innocent as was the little Jew boy. The racism made me feel sick to my stomach, especially when the retarded soldier kills the Jew slave for accidentally knocking over the wine. Sigh :( made me feel horrible.

Everyone got home and set up camp in the lounge room, and I slept with a snoring orchestra outside of our bedroom.
A few of us went to Villa and Hunt for brunch and then went back to The Evelyn for the 2pm show, blasting Chumbawumba and TLC all the way. Got told about how The War were bashed by like 60 kids at the Frankston Maccas after the Friday night show, haha. Wtf so intense. One of them was saying how he got smashed in the face by a razor scooter and could hardly move his jaw haha. “Melbourne, get with the times. Who has a razor scooter passed 1999?” Their whole van windscreen had been cracked and smashed in aswell!
Seriously, Frankston. Doesn’t surprise me.

Farewell Forever played amazing, and got 20x better over night LITERALLY, as their first show was the night before. Followed Joelzy through the crowd so I could stand on the stage because there was about 300 under-agers, and about 98% of them were taller than me sooo….haha. Played so good and blew my ears off haha.
I left before The War started and walked along Brunswick Street and looked in the shops. I always forget how boring Brunswick Street is, zzzz. I met Jess after The War and we went home without the boys ‘cause we needed to relax and was meant to pay rent, but we wouldn’t have made it on time. Eep.

Everyone got home and we slowly got ready to go out to Bang and had Thai for dinner. Soph came over and was busting to pee, and then got walked in on going to the toilet. Hahahahaha. Definitely was payback for when Wings stayed and she walked in on Adm naked in the bathroom. Hilarious.

Bang was fucking awful and Jess said it best; how the hell do they stay open? It’s so dead compared to what it used to be and the music is awful now.
Dave wanted me to hook him up with someone but I literally did not know AAAAAAAAANYONE, besides who we came with. I didn’t see one single person and be like “oh hi!” Oh wait, this is a lie. I saw Mike, hahaha. Okay well, aside from Mike then. No one. It’s all young kids really. I’m just old now.
Mitch came and picked us up in the van, but we had to wait for so long for everyone to make it back to the van that I fell asleep. This is when Dave was like “Gumma, why are you even with us? If I was you, I’d be at home slamming my girlfriend” and Reece goes “Dude, she’s asleep on his lap”. Apparently all the boys thought this was the funniest thing ever. I didn’t hear a peep! I must’ve been dead to the world.

I woke up at 10am in the morning with aaaaaaaall the boys standing in the door way looking at me “They just wanted to say bye and thanks!” and I looked like complete shit as I hadn’t washed off my makeup so I hid under the doona and said bye! Eek. But seriously, some of the nicest dudes I’ve ever met. I said to Jess after they’d left that they made me feel so much better about moving up to Sydney as I basically know no one.

Last night Jess and I watched this movie called The Last House on the Left. Basically, group of people murder 2 teen girls, they by coincidence and up staying at one of the girls houses afterwards as they’d had a “car accident” and need somewhere to stay.
The parents find out what happened, and eventually murder all the people who’d killed their daughter. But there is this rape scene, and I can’t stand that shit. I’d just had a conversation with Reece about it the night before, like the one in the French film ‘Irreversible’, which is so horrible. I could feel myself burning up and my hands starting to sweat watching it. Just makes me so angry. (%Y&^*#&@$

I’ve been walking to work in the mornings, which is about 20 mins long. And I feel so much better for it! Just a little bit of exercise is so good seeing as I sit down all day at work, haha. Hello ghetto boot-ay. I’m moving to one of Australia’s most famous beaches (if not THE most famous beach) and I don’t want to look disgusting next to the 100 beach babes I’m going to be living next door to! Haha.

A girl posted this on my Myspace yesterday I think:

“Hey,
I read your LJ religiously and i was looking at the photo of you that's the main display on here and LJ and i decided to play around with it.
Feel free to not use it at all i was just bored on a sunday as usual.
I just think it eliminates some of the shine and enhances the advertisment =)”



Eee, thank you :D I think that you did a really good job!

"Tell me that doesn't look like your total porn star twin!"





Hahahaha yeah maybz. But she's a trillion times hotter.

Dinner last night was funny!
Soph met me at Melbourne Central and we caught the train to South Yarra without holding onto anything because the trains were packed, as always. Walked straight to The Jam Factory because Soph was dying for the calamari salad she had had on the weekend.
Chilled and bitched and gossiped on the couches for ages, and made Jess and Cale come down and meet us there for dinner once we’d eaten. The boys ordered food and Soph and I hung out in Borders looking at 100 wedding magazines.

Kimba – Yeah, and I want a dress like this but with a big black sachet around the middle and a bow on the back.
Sophia - *silence*….you want a SACHET around your dress?
Kimba - ….OHHH, I mean a sash. Yes, I want a sachet around my dress filled with oriental flavouring.

Soph thought it was so funny that she snorted like a pig. We seriously laughed so loud I’m sure the whole of Borders could hear us. Whoopsie.

We got baked lemon and coconut slices for dessert and drank “pool water” from “poo glasses” and then we all walked back to our house.
Lupe was in spastic mode of course. Cale came and lent over the couch to look at her, and the cords from his hoody were hanging over the edge.
“Watch out, she’ll claw your dangly bits…okay that sounded really wrong”.
Again, Sophia was in hysterics -_-

I’m going home to an apartment FULL of boys tonight, and then heading to The Evelyn to watch them play. Apparently Dave is sleeping between Jess and I and “snoring his nostrils off”. Kewllll.
Mikki’s going tonight so hopefully I can find her through the crowd. Would kind of like not to be the only female as I always end up on my own while everyone’s mawshing….

So I was really lame and counted the days until I leave for Sydney – 113. Haha.
Next week is Kimmy’s 21st birthday party at her house and then the next night us girlies are going to a hotel. So siked! Will be heaps of funnnnnnn.
And then the weekend after that Jordy and Gladz are down for his birthday! From now until the end of the year is going to r00l so hard, just like last year. Tomorrow is mine and Jess’ 11 months, and on the 12th it’ll be one year ago since we “met” (since I saw him at Kimmy’s 20th and ignored him harrrrrrd). I was involved with another guy, “Mason”, who constantly bailed on me, blew me off and cancelled plans right at the last minute. Safe to say I slowly got over it.

Big drams ensued at Bang one night when both “Mason” and Jess were there (and Jess had previously stayed at my house one night after “Mason” bailed on me as I was on my way to meet him, and Jess had professed his affection towards me, n’awww). Some silly lame girls ran off and told “Mason” that they’d seen Jess and I kissing which was completely UN TRUE. Rather Jess was begging for me to kiss him while I kept saying ‘nonononono’ because of “Mason”! And I didn’t want anyone getting hurt.
“Masons” ex stepped in yelling at me, then backed down and apologised. “Mason” wouldn’t listen to a word I was saying whilst his ex was in his ear saying I was a slut rah rah rahhhhhhhh. More screaming matches, tears (not on my behalf!), pushing and shoving.
The ENTIRE situation made me realise how much of a complete diamond Jess was and how “Mason” didn’t once stand up for me or listen to me at all. So, after Jess declined my $100 note to get a taxi back to his ownnn house because he had no other way of getting there, I had to take him home or he was going to call his poor mother at 5am to come and pick him up in the city.

I still refused to kiss him the next morning even though it was becoming more and more obvious that I liked him A LOT.
And then a few weeks later we were officially together and now we’re here, in the best place of all <333

So really, I owe “Mason’s” ex for showing him up in his true light and for making Jess seem all the more perfect for myself.
I love you baby penguin :D

I’ve been listening to a lot of songs from this time last year – Control by Metro Station, Take Me On The Floor by The Veronicas and Sex on Fire by Kings of Leon.
Makes me excited for the sun to come out and have fun all over again :)

So yesterday morning, I'm slowly getting ready in the bathroom when the lights and radio turn off. All our power had gone out! So I ventured out and asked another lady if her apartment had gone out too, but she said hers was fine. So we took a look at the metre box and couldn't see anything wrong. When I finally left my apartment, I could hear the 'high heeled woman' from above leaving her apartment and coming down the stairs. Turns out it's some tight-clothed-wearing-Italian-Joh Bail-hairdresser-lookalike in fancy dress shoes who says 'ciao'. Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

I rang AGL and the estate agents from work and they all said it had nothing to do with them.
Jess got it going again when he got home, 'cause he said it looked like someone had ripped out the big adaptor thing. Funnily enough, someone had come to check the metre box the night before, so I reckon he was just a dipshit and has knocked it and it's slowly fallen out. Eh.

After dinner, Jess and I went for a little walk along the Yarra before my parents came over. It was so nice in the trees and looking at the old stone apartments. They're beautiful and I want one so bad!
Mum and dad brought their dog over, Sharni, so she could meet Lupe 'cause in 2 months they'll be living together. Sharni is a staffy x bull mastiff and grate dane, so she's not little and boyyy was she wimpy when Lupe came up to sniff her.
Eventually she let her guard down and got real bossy with Lupe, who took up residence under the couch with paws swinging from out the bottom. It was so funny.

I got a whole heap of stuff off my chest yesterday and spoke about some stuff that'd been getting me down, and I feel heaps better for it today <3
Soph and I spent the night sending emails about the dreadful clothes we used to wear. Remembered the totally fug photo of us on New Years Eve 2004. Soph with her short, fat bob hair cut, and piggy tails in her hair. Brendan wearing his 'hardcore' hat and red Pokemon tee shirt and I'm wearing this rainbow head band and have, I think, a Wiggles backpack with a trillion toys hanging off it.
Tragic, just tragic.
K - "Ohh, and how about those horrible floral shoes you bought from Sportsgirl yearssss ago"
S - "OI THEY'RE BRAND NEW!"
K - "I knowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww. I defs thought they were your mums gardening shoes".

Mwuuhahaha.
Tonight I'm meeting Soph to go for chai and din dinz.

Is anyone going to any of The Red Shore shows this weekend? I'm only going for Shinto Katana, and I'm pretty sure they're taking over our lounge room and spooning on our couch *shrugs*

OHHHHHHHHHHHH I also found the cutest pair of Peeptoes on their website. They're half price and I want them so so badlyyyy. They're called Miss Mallorca - Baby pink ankle boots, but the front of them are open with criss cross laces. 10cm heel and red undersole. So hot.

The only way I can afford them is to sell a few pairs of my heels 'cause I'm trying not to touch my savings and to keep it ALL for Sydney. So if you have size 6 feet and have good taste in high heels, email me kimbasavage@hiptop.com.au or send me a message or something, because I am desssperate. I don't have a computer/laptop so I can't take any photos and upload them unfortunately. But I can send crappy quality photos off my phone if you'd like.
An example of one pair I'm willing to sell are the "Sex and the City" heels. Black with tarnished gold studs from Wittner, still in perfect condition. I don't have a chance to really wear them anymore :(

OR, if you have size 7 feet, I have one pair of flamingo coloured stilettos that I've worn ONCE. And they're cute 'cause they kind've go from light pink to a darker pink in areas. They only fit me if I wear inner soles, but then it makes it too tight over my toes and I just can't win. I'll be really sad to see them go, but I'm hoping someone can give them a new home and love them like I did!

And speaking of Sex and the City. Did anyone see the first photo from the set of the sequel in MX yesterday? Uhmmm either SJP has had A LOT of work done, or that photo has had A LOT of editing done to it, because I thought it was either some young girl impersonating her or Mary Kate channeling Carrie Bradshaw. Either way, so stoked the film's underway!

Lovinglovingloving:

- Really sugary earl grey tea.
- Drinking juice from my huge wine glasses.
- Curling up in my leopard blankey and pink hot water bottle.
- Dove heat defence hair spray.
- Talking about Bondi Beach & future plans.
- Bubble baths with Lupe fighting the bubbles.
- Flamingo fairy lights above the bed.
- Reading on my lunch break.
- Walking to work from the station.
- Coming home to the worlds best boyfriend.

Loathingloathingloathing:

- Lupes new random chomping on limbs/falling in the toilet bowl and soaking the bathroom floor/splashing her water up the kitchen walls/attacking feet bad habits.
- Missing being and having a best friend.
- Stressing about organising the move to Bondi Beach.
- Paying rent.
- Not being able to afford new season Peeptoes.

I could go on and on and on for both lists haha.
Hmmm, thinking I might sell some of my high heels before the big move. Selling 2 pairs might be able to get me 1 new pair, haha. And I'm dyingggg for them sigh.

Happy 22nd birthday Jordannaaaaa <33333

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Friday night Jess and I had dinner with Dimitri at Jam Factory. Sat around talking shit and then Jess and I went home and watched '7 Pounds' that has Will Smith in it. Ohhh myyy goddd, that film literally ripped my heart out it was so heavy. Every time I think about it, I get all teary haha. Definately enjoyed it.

On Saturday we trekked down to my parents house for a bbq lunch with my sister and brother in law too. Seriously can't even explain how cute Frankie is. I could just eat her all up, especially because she looked like a little licorice all sorts in her yellow cardi, pink tee shirt and black and white stripped tights. Too cute.
We got the train home and watched Gran Turino. Zzzzzzz, it fucking bored the shit out of me and I usually LOVE those types of films! Was a huge fail for me.

Sunday was lunch with Kimmy, Dana and Soph.
We cracked up so so much, it felt nice. After we ate, Jess came and met us and we all saw Inglorious Basterds. Again, WAS MAJORRRRLY DISSAPOINTED. I didn't even like it a quarter of what I thought I was going to.
I waited almost 3 hours for that AMAZING cinema scene! I thought that's what the entire film would be like, but nope. It was like every scene went for 10 minutes too long and kind of dragged and was too far and wide between everything.
But there are soo many movies coming out that I want to see. Sorority Row, Surrogates, 500 Days of Summer, Shutter Island!!! Eee hurry up and come out already!!

Before I move to Sydney, I want to make amends with quite a few people and just clear the air. No more grudges and stupid drama.
I got into contact with 3 people yesterday and I feel better for it.

Jess and I went out to dinner with Cale last night at Villa and Hut. I had this spinach salad with pumpkin, red onion and feta. AMAZING. So tasty.

Walked down the apartment building stairs, to see a cop standing outside buzzing my apartment. I'm like "oh shit oh shit, what have I done".
Turns out there was an armed robbery and dumping of a car outside our window at 7am meep. Didn't hear/notice anything.
I thought I was busted for having a cat, haha.

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well its not really a quote or anything, but so sick of people spelling 'little' as "leetle". What the fuck is 'leetle'? Beetle?
I can understand when people spell it "liddle" 'cause it basically sounds like that when you say it fast, and same with "cyoote".
BUT LEETLE. JUST NO, STOP. Leave it for leetle kiddies.

Sydney's been on our mind and lips everyday since Thursday. Definately had mixed reviews from people. Reminds me of in Sex and the City (my life can always relate back to SATC somehow, okay!) when Carrie chooses to leave for France and Miranda cracks it cos she says that Carries life is in New York.
I'm a Melbourne girl through and through, I know the city like the back of my hand and ALL of my friends know how much I despise Sydney, so this was a pretty big shock to the system as I'd basically made no acknowledgement of it to anyone else (the move that is), which should be understandable as we literally made the decision in 24 hours. It makes my stomach churn when I really think about it 'cause I'm leaving behind amazing friends, family and the best job I'd hoped for.
ButI'm ready for this big change, to live by the beach and to make new friends and a new life. So for all of those who are most likely gossiping behind our backs saying that we'll be back soon/not move, I really hope that we prove you wrong and in doing so, make you chase your own dreams and do what you want to do.

Got into contact with a company who do interstate removals, and they gave us a broad quote of from $504-$880 to move a 1 bedroom unit from Melbourne to Sydney. So were just waiting for our more accurate quote to come back.

Ill be making a big list of all the things I want to do and people I want to hang out with before I leave, because no idea when we will be back home.

Anywho, Saturday was spent down at Dromana at Jess' brother and sister in laws house, playing with Harlow. I wish we had a laptop so I could upload her cute photos.
She had on the most adorable dress that I totally wish was in my size! White with black polka dots and a big pink satin bow on the back! Naw. She looked like a mini cupcake.

Today we've done nothing but be productive.
Woke up at 7, hung out in bed for a while. Got up and showered while Jess went out and got us brekky.
We went shopping in Toorak and cleaned up the house and washed and hungout the towels and clothes. Went to Melbourne Central so I could go to The Body Shop with the card Joel gave me for my birthday :) and then to The Reject Shop on Bourke so we could get kitty litter, coat hangers, body wash and washing powder.
Its all the same as in the supermarket but like everythings $3 cheaper. Came home, chilled for 10, went down Chapel so I could get a new umbrella.
Last Sunday it blew inside out walking to the station so Jess just threw it in the bin, when we came back it was bare cos we thought the wind had blown the pink plastic covering off.
On Monday I'm going to work at the homeless man who's always around, had the plastic umbrella covering tucked under his arm and was using it as a little shelter. Naw.

Thennnn we came back home, chilled, and went and dried our laundary.
And now I just want dinner and bed. The end.

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So, I've had the travel bug to move interstate for over a year now, and Jess decides to randomly bring it up last week that yes, he'd like to move interstate too.
Yesterday, I had the bright idea to organise with Jordy moving into their Bondi home while Jess and I looked for jobs and an apartment in Bondi too.

I quit my job today (will work right up until December) and organised for Jess and I to move back in with my parents at the beginning of November when the lease on our apartment ran out. So we'll be at my parents saving, saving, saving until Boxing Day, when we fly out to Bondi.
@&$(&^%(&$(#&$(_@%&&%#* So much in 24 hours, seriously. This was a compelte split decision, but if we don't just jump into it, we would never do it. We would be too busy weighing up the pros and cons and siking ourself out of it.
Going with ozpets.com.au, it's going to cost us $154 to freight Lupe up there on our flight. If we couldn't take the cat there's no way we would've left. They supply everything which is good.

In December, Soph will be coming to work with me a few days a week and I'll be training her to take over my job :) Works out well for everyone!

Sharon, the woman who I saw about Josh, when she heard that Jess and I would be moving out into the South Yarra apartment that we wouldn't be staying past the end lease date and would move some where cheaper.
...this just might be it?

Hello to living on a beautiful beach in a (most likely boiling) sunroom, a fresh start and obsessing over high heels with Jordy and standing in line for 3 hours at Peeptoe sales.
After Sydney for a few years, we intend to move up north to Brisbane. Settle for a few years and then come back to Melbourne to really settle...if you get my drift ;)

I'm going to miss my friends and family SOSOSOSOSOSOSOSSOSOSOSOSSOSOSOSOSOSSOSOSOSOOOOO much! Wahhhh.

The other night I dreamt again that I was losing teeth. Except this time it was 3 all at once. I haaaate it.
I really, really hate driving and often have dreams of crashing. Last night I dreamt that I was in a big 4WD (I learnt to drive in a Territory so...) with Amy from True Blood (she plays Janice in Mean Girls!) and no matter how hard I pressed on the brake I'd just keep speeding up and up and up and I almost ran over kids and families and old people. Sounds so stupid but it was petrifying.
I want kids some day and I know a baby requires a car so I'll get my license at some point...but just not any day soon thanks! Just freaks me out.

This weekend pretty sure we're heading down to Dromana to see Jess' brother and sister in law. We bought Harlow some little socks with Elmo on them and they say 'tickle me'. They're so adorable.

Can't wait to go away to Brisbane in October. It's still like a month and a half away and I don't wanna wait :( If I'd still been single right now from last year, I would've packed up my shit and moved to Brisbane in October. They were my original plans, but a certain cute, blue eyed boy interfered and made me not want to leave.
Then next October we're going to Bali because between August and then it's the best season plusssss gives us more time to save. AND THEN IT'S L.A time. Makes sense to go after Jess turns 21, otherwise he can't drink in the states.

So excited for the next few years :)

Sitting on a vline just like the one we came home on from Warrnambool.

Would definately be like Dracula's: Gothic castle, very old and dark etc and everyone would have to dress up in costumes to get in.

Weekend was good!
Friday night I chilled at home on my own, had a relaxing bubble bath and then watched True Blood until Jess got home after being tattoo'd. Had his whole arm outlined. Very very impressed.
Does anyone else watch True Blood? Sookie annoys me 98% of the time, haha. But I want to live in the Compton house <333

Saturday, got bailed on as predicted! Headed to the Vic Markets for an iphone cover and incense to get rid of the grosse smell left in our apartment from having the carpets cleaned. Blergh.
Then we walked all the way home, walking along the Yarra River and through the botanical gardens. It took us under an hour! Walked past so many amazing houses, so jealous.

We relaxed for a little then went up Chapel Street. Got Noodle Box for dinner and went and saw Orphan at the movies. Seriously, it was pretty fucked up! I thought the whole cinema was going to cheer when she was like; I'M NOT YOUR FUCKING MOMMY.
Soosossoossoosoo good.

I'm not really into drinking anymore and I feel like its involved in all the plans everyone makes anymore, and I hate it! I walk past groups of girls on Chapel sitting and gossiping at cafes and I miss that. I've tried to organise lunches with my girlies but it never goes ahead. I mean, you like what you like! And this isn't meant to offend anyone, haha. Not my intention at all! Just yeah, wanna chill for hours with endless cups of coffee and chai not vodka sunrises.
Let me know if you're keen.

At the moment, I'm really into Cherry Coke and cherry body butter, Snickers, strawberry Lipsmackers, childhood favourite films like Gremlins, Short Circuit and Labyrinth. Brown rice spicy tuna sushi, shopping at Chapel Bazaar and wearing my Terminators with everything.
What about you? :)

After buying Lord of the Fries nuggets, Jess and I trained it to Edithvale so my parents could pick us up and go to my sisters house for my nephew's (Reiner) birthday.
We bought him a Ben 10 dvd game which probably wasn't very smart cos he's the worlds biggest cheat and sour puss if he losses. And we bought my neice Frankie some cute liddle socks with ice creams and giraffes on them. My sister made home made pizzas and we had ice cream cake and sang happy birthday twice.
I booked our Queensland hotel on their new huge Mac after I booked our flights on lunch. Were staying a 5 minute walk from the Queen Street Mall. Siked, makes shit so easy. Jess' never been before so I'm taking him to the theme parks! I went to Movieworld last year and I wanna go back again :) its my favourite. The initial reason for going to Queensland was to honour Josh's 2nd anniversary and visit the cemetary, but we thought to put a positive spin on it, wed also make it for our ONE YEAR anniversary. Time has flooown!

Got to the station last night at 10.30pm to come home, and just missed a train. So instead got a taxi home and went to bed.
I'm juuuust dozing off, when Lupe comes and sleeps next to my head, sharing my pillow. Purring loudly in my ear. Starts nuzzling my cheek, nuzzling turns into licking, licking into biting. So I sat up quickly cos it hurt and she pounces on my back and is hanging off my like a friggen backpack and I'm squealing for her to get off. It was like in the movies when the cats holding on and swinging around but not letting go. And the whole time, Jess is like "zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz" whilst I have this furry ninja attacking me. Hmpf.

Tomorrows weather is going to be 20 and sunny, so Dimitri has agreed to let me borrow his chihuahua Brootus for the day to take him to the parks near our house. Brootus was originally mine, but full time work and a baby pup doesn't mesh. So I'm pretty excited :)

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